Paused

My life feels like one big waiting room right now.  Waiting for the phone to ring.  Waiting for the house to sell.  Waiting for the move - a new adventure to begin.  Waiting for that time of the month.  Waiting for a plus sign.  Waiting, waiting, waiting.  I'm bored with waiting.  I'm grumpy.  How do I move on with so much in the balance?  How do I remain excited and inspired?  I've got to go out and figure out on my own.  I can't wait for it to come to me.  I can't wait anymore.